Oh How I Hate Thee

On another note...Remember this?


I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick;
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.



gee that's true shit...well not every single word {like combat boots and all} but tha last bit of it...frikken preachin to tha choir...but until you realize that you don't really hate me at all...we shall remain talkless {for lack of a better word}
ps: hate is a strong word...but low key, I hated you for tha 5 seconds it took me to grasp tha concept of you calling me a bitch...NOW I JUST REALLY REALLY REALLY DON'T LIKE YOU :) & doubt that will change.

If I was a boi...

People been tellin me that my blogs be on tha ADD side lol...because I never stick to one subject but whatever lol it's mine!...make your own

I would grow up real quick because no REAL woman would want a be with a boi...she would want a man.
I dunno when bein with a boi became hot...but it will never be hot in my life.
I want somebody who ready fo tha world and will love me down {lol...yes throwback!}

But anywho...another thing I was thinkin about is that Sean Carter's commercial about his new cologne 99. How is rule number 99 "Stay on her mind"? You bein on my mind would rank a lot higher than 99 because if I'm not thinkin about you then you're about to be replaced...SERIOUSLY.

Food for Thought

If you're a liar, please stop lying.
The truth shall set you free.
Honest people don't get caught up...
or set up in that case...think about it.

If you like someone...tell them,
you don't have them now...
so what do you have to lose?

If you've done some grimy things...
it's only too late to apologize when one is lost.
Don't wait to long. Karma is a bitch.

Don't hurt tha ones that actually care about you.
You'll never known when you will truly need them.
Trust me, it'll be at the time when you feel most alone.

Be nice. Always smile.
You never know how bad someone's day is.
A smile could save someone else's life.

Life is too short to hold grudges. Friends don't betray.
I forgive you, but lose my number :)

Being in love is the best feeling in the world;
cherish it...and don't give it up too easily.
You'll regret it in the longrun.

This is so cute!

A game of true or false...

True or False?

Fell in love with tha best best friend in tha world...
Yea he made my world...
I had tha best friend in tha world.
He made my world see tha brightest days...
Always put tha brighest smiles on my face which he said made his days...
Only nigga in tha world that I would give tha world for...
Only nigga in tha world that offered me tha world...
He was tha only best friend I could turn to...NO MATTER WHAT
He tha only best friend who woulda gave me any organ just to see me breath again
Fell in love with tha best best friend in tha world...
Yea he made my world...
He held me together when I was fallin apart
He glued me together when I was broken into pieces
He taught me how to love and trust...
He taught me that one chance was never enough
He was tha best teacher I ever knew...
Tha only best friend who could make me smile even when I wanted to drown
Tha only person in tha world who could make my week with just a text and a smile
fell in love with tha best best friend in tha world...
Yea he made me world...
Until I lost that best friend...
Lost tha best best friend to another girl

You Worry Bout tha Wrong Things...Tha Wrong Things...

Things I worry about....

--MONEY
--BILLS BILLS BILLS
--Due Dates
--my phone
--my loves
--my family...especially Grandpa.
--my friends.
--GRADES.
--my health.
--WHO PAYIN FO MY BOOKS NEXT SEMESTER?!?

and my mom says that I worry about tha wrong things...
just a lil paranoid...

Just Some Randoms...still kinda Paranoid.

Got some randoms going through my head right now....

--HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENISHA!!
---Now plz figure out what you're gonna do for your birthday

--For some reason..I got YOU on tha brain...

--My broke ass...wanna go shoppin...damn...

--I'm missin a couple people something crazy right now...MY NIGGAS!

--I'm on some bum type shit lately....like ugh I don't wanna look in tha mirror because a nigga lookin ROUGH

--Mongol tonight?!?!? Gosh I HOPE SO!

--Why mom dukes come at me like she did on tha phone?! Calm down, why so serious?!

--My back hurts...BAD

--I haven't been able to listen to my own advice about certain things and someones...does that make me a hypocrit? BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE A HYPOCRIT. lol

--What does tha night have ahead for me?

--For some reason, I feel like dancin!

--I've gotten 7 calls waking me up out my naps...and lately only seem to be getting calls when I'm sleeep.....what's up with that?

--I actually rememeber my dream from yesterday!! I'M SO NOT TELLIN!

--I got a text today something sad to hear about someone...but for some reason, I laughed...and kinda feelin like they deserved it...now I feel bad about it...but KARMA...shows no remorse

--Why does everyone think that this girl named Chelsea looks like me...so many of my friends know her...yet I dunno her lol...that's funny.

--Just read Slappey's blog...Paranoid Rmx....hoooooooooooot!

--I'M STILL OFF A LIL PARANOID!